I'd like to say the situation has changed surrounding my new job but I'm still stressed.

I had an emotion-filled day yesterday (Friday) as I worked at both of my jobs, literally going from one to the next. My close at new job was retardedly panicky for me, what with having to lock up the shack and pack up the patio and do my counts and my cash, and I haven't officially done my cash by myself yet. Doing cash shouldn't be this confusing. I think I wouldn't go so crazy if I was just opening all the time, for some reason, I have no trouble with that. Or rather, the ONE time I opened, my shift went swimmingly, and all of my other shifts did not, in comparison. And if it isn't enough to be worried about doing cash, despite booking off the long weekend to go on a family vacation to Minneapolis, I was still scheduled on the Sunday. I have panic attacks about confrontations, and this is even worse, as it's with my new boss and I really don't want to start off on a bad foot...although I probably already have, because of all of the scheduling changes due to working at my old job. Why couldn't I get a job with regular hours? Fuck.

It's scary because I already want the summer to be over so I don't have to deal with this shit. You know?

I hate this.