here's the part where it all falls apart

people's sweaters begin unravelling in front of my eyes, and I'd like to turn away, but as a friend or sister I can't.

I know 2 people in 2 different relationships, but with the same problem...it's just not working. While I know that one should work out their own relationship issues, sometimes a mediator helps...a tryad is much stronger than a dyad (ask my sociology teacher). And when that mediator sees people pained, crying, everyday, it's hard to sit back and say "try to work it out".

This being my first year of university, I've started to realize what cabin fever is, and why my sister has always gone crazy around this time...I'm just so anxious to get school finished with, start a job, and be in SUMMER. It's so hard to resist laying here and daydreaming, which is why I'm slightly behind in my homework schedules, well, and rach and I have an LC show to practice up for, it's this Friday and we have a slew of new covers to try out. And like H, I keep wanting to spend my money on nonsense items, when I should be saving, especially since I'm going to Brandon for a 2-night stay in April, I really desperately want a new camera, and I have to prep for Steve's grad this June.

And there's always something physically wrong with me, usually it's getting a cold or something, but right now, it's my gums. I was brushing my teeth sometime last week and i scraped the head against the gums of my bottom teeth, and I have this white gaping gashes in them, not bleeding at all, but very painful nonetheless. I can't open my mouth without it hurting, let alone eat or sing/talk or floss. *sigh*. I just hope it doesn't get/isn't already infected.

does this look infected?

until next time, n